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I can complain all I want about hating wakes and funerals, but I am lucky enough to leave and go home to my loved ones.
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I had the position written wrong in a cover letter that I literally just sent out.
how about we kiss that position good bye.

I mean, shit- I wouldn't reply if I got a letter like that.

at least the cover letter didn't say I was detail oriented.

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I think I'm hardwired to think about relationships.
ask any of my friends- it's on my mind a lot, and it's seriously starting to drive me crazy.
but I had a dream today when I was napping where THERE WAS A BABY IN MY JEEP.
IN THE CAR SEAT, IN MY JEEP.

I think that's scared me straight for a little while.

and in other news, I need to START FUCKING SAVING MONEY, KATE. you need to move out eventually.

/capsabuse

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I just want a guy that knows the difference between your/you're and their/there/they're. and uses them correctly.
is that really too much to ask?
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and here we go! 
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 I wrote a somewhat substantial entry that is now gone.

it boils down to:
-I need to tie up a lot of loose ends here
-I still graduate Friday
-and I'm getting more and more ready for it.

thanks ISU <3

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so is that what you call a getaway
tell me what you got away with
'cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in 11-year-old kids
have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
is that what you call tact?
you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call
and end this conversation
and is that what you call a getaway?
tell me what you got away with
when you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever
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I love food.
I know I don't look like it, but I do. I love when something has a real depth of flavor that comes out the more you eat it. I love trying new things, and being surprised when they're amazing (or knowing to never eat them again).
but mostly I love the feeling you get from it.
knowing your mom can only make cookies that good or that your dad can grill like a god and some random fast food place stands for being home. food just stands for so much intrinsically, it's hard to ignore or write off.
but it's comforting how a simple bagel with cream cheese and jelly can make an entire terrible day just disappear for a few minutes.
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THERE IS A SPRING SEASONAL BLUE MOON
AND I WANT IT SO BAD

ugh I love good beer. seriously.
blue moon year round?
THIS WILL DO

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I still remember a year and a half ago when Mark said "so...what would you think about changing the format."
and we talked for about half an hour after that about what we could do, what would change, what it would mean, etc.

tomorrow at noon it launches.

Mark also said that first day "if we do this, it'll be our legacy."
I still can't wrap my head around it. not many people can say they killed a format and launched a new one.

wznd.com to listen in.

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